It's me, waving in the dark...
I have all the hugs you need!
I am so broken tonight - just devastated, completely crushed...
Oh God, it hurts too much, too much, too much!
I'm sorry, it's not your fault baby, it's just how it is, our life, and none of it is your fault.
I will get up again in the morning, smiling, but tonight can't end quick enough!
I love you Cuz...
Those are all things I've said in the last few hours of this day - this Spring day - this endless God-forsaken day. And they are all things I've said before, and will likely say again - but all of them? At once? On the same day? In that same order? God, please, not another day like this one, please...
Oh, well, yeah, I've said THAT before too.
It's time for a change I think...maybe time to embrace these kinds of days for what they are and what changes they bring and what benefits they have...time to spring forward instead of springing back in fear...time to see what GOOD lies ahead in the midst of surprise and fear and sorrow.
Time to feel it - all those "feels"... And then to actually do something about it. We DO have time for that. We do.
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